A SiMpLe LOVE :)#106

November is going to end soon...

I thought it will be a very good months for me

But Yah, I'd expected so much

I thought It will be a memorable month for me because It was my BIRTHDAY month

Yet, It was just a normal MONTH as others

Okay, I was depressed like hell before

Because what I had expected , I would only get disappointed at the end

Perhaps, I had overestimated on everything..

People posted in the FB status and asked , Should I expect much ? 

And I was replied, YES, because THAT'S HOPE!

but now

My answer was no longer anymore

It's much better replied with " IT'S DEPEND" :)

I always expected so much from the people whom I really care so much

and sometimes It may even influence my whole day mood or suffer insomnia on the night

That's how magically they always have such the POWER to impact my whole day routine

It was even worse when you know that things always screw up like you had never expected and make you depress in the end

I know it's all depend on how you think, how you feel, and how you face it with..

And I always fail to manage it well..

Anyway, That's just how I have been throughout this month

I won't let everything happen again on the following months :)

I was curious, 

Isn't every children said is always truth and real??

Yesterday , have a bunch of little kids who are seeking the way to pv12 

and I was staying at pv13

the time we were at down stair of my condo

The time they were like lost and not sure how to get there

the time I was actually said bye to them and get ready to back my unit

but then, I turn back for them

Because There was no any adult people being with them,

How could I bear to abandon a bunch of little kids?

I was asking the purpose and where they actually want to go,

But their conversation was suspiciously, then I asked for their parents number in order to make things clear

and they claimed that, they had already forgot every number of their family and no phone with them as well

Okay, The suspicious was getting strong, but I know I couldn't just abandon them 

Finally, I get one of their parents number by using some tricks

I'm so sorry to the children, I didn't cheat her or what

I just try to use some different way, but she never expect I would call her mother on the spot

and her parents is actually dunno her children is hanging out

I know the children would definitely get scolded from her mom

I'm soo sorry, That's the only way I could do to make you safe

Hope you would understand when you grown up 

That's a simple LOVE♥　 :))

One of the little kids said, " jie jie ni hen mei"

The moment I was like, hmmmm okay thankyou

because I seldom praise by people actually, not even a children

I'm not a very perfect person neither in appearance, study nor relationships

But I know , 

there's one day , my future person would think " YOU ARE PERFECT ENOUGH"  :))

I have been waiting,

but I wouldn't expect you are the one who will do this for me anymore

I would appreciate every true heart people :) 

♥♥