A lonely night
again
It's just so sad
when I getting a reject call
why? I shouldn't
care so much right?
Having exam this
coming Sunday
It's my last
wedding planner exam
Everyone is getting
back their hometown
Again, staying
alone at here
So what? I get used
of it over hundred time I guess? lol
Seriously, being alone would make you think everything deeply
,influence your mood
Do you ever having
meal alone?
Do you ever feel
strange and scare while you had no choice to go through it?
Do you ever need
help but no one could succeed to do that for u ?
Do you ever being
alone in a crowded party night?
Do you ever watch a
romantic movie alone in cinema?
Do you ever being
alone in an empty house?
Yes, I did!
There are just so
many things that have to go through by our own
But, sometimes really hate of it, again, I had
no choice
I need a person who
really know me and would be there wherever I been
I need a person who
willing to do everything for me
Yet, there's nobody
would do that
Perhaps I'm over
pretending myself from letting others go
into my world
Sometimes, I'm
forced to make trouble to others .
Yes, I admitted I'm
a trouble maker
I don't really like
to count on anyone
I don't like to do
anything by seeing someone faces
I don't like to
judge by others before they understand everything about me
I don't like to
receive any bad comments while I don't think that I had did something wrong
I don't like to
say IS OKAY ,NVM in over again and again
while I'm truly not okay
Yet, I failed to
stop it..
Well,
Pray hard for me,
hopefully I would pass my exam
Last paper of this
course
I would be an
officially wedding planner !
there are just so
many detail things that I have to touch up
I'm worried about
how if I screw up everything?
Would I break down?
Perhaps had a very
big expectation and seriously I hate disappointed
I feel enough of it
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